About Me...

For the past week or so I have been stressing about meeting my boyfriends family. I have technically met them before and even had small conversations with them but something about going to his house and actually seeing them scares me. 

I have been playing situations over and over again in my head, stressing over pretty much every slight detail when it hasn't even happened yet. I imagine getting asked about myself and I honestly don't even know how to answer that question, who am I? 

-I'm a poetic mess

-I have regular anxiety attacks thanks to crippling self-doubt

-I randomly break out into song

-I love hugs and it doesn't really matter who from 

-I hold grudges way too easily 

-I am honest 

-I'm a pushover 

-I make a mean cup of milo 

-I got kept back in grade two 

-I want to teach secondary advanced English and modern History when I am older 

-^^They are also my favourite subjects, including Biology

-I enjoy talking to teachers outside of class

-I like books and I think I accidentally began collecting them 

-I don't really have a category which annoys me because I don't know how to introduce myself

So those are some things about me. 

That's all well and good but I can't think of anything about myself that will make His family or anybody like me. I want them to like me and I doubt the fact that "I randomly break out into song" will make them feel as if I'm the girl for their son. 

I know I shouldn't be thinking about myself in such a negative way or even be analysing a situation that hasn't occurred yet. 

Just wanted to get something off my chest and let you know something about me. 

Also, this is me...